Died of you

I died a thousand deaths of you
In the abyss of love lost was I dwelling
I cried a millions tears for you
My heart broke like a glass on a mantel
I screamed with more voices
I was left haunted by nightmares
How what I fear came to be
A living shadow of despair
Like a withering rose
I fell apart
Petals by petals
That was the state of my heart
I died a thousand deaths of you
Like the other side of the moon
The dark unsettling part
It was pure misery
From the start
Even while I was breathing
I had died of you ……….